My mom told me today that maybe I should just leave Japan and go home …
Maybe it is the right thing to do since everything seems to fall apart here.
Japan is far from paradise you know … It’s becoming hell to me actually … I need to breath, and for sure I need peace .
Anyway thank you mum for telling me that it isn’t my fault. I needed to hear that. Really. I miss you so much you know … I wish I could be with you now. More than anybody else.