My mom told me today that maybe I should just leave Japan and go home … Maybe it is the right thing to do since everything seems to fall apart here. Japan is far from paradise you know … It’s becoming hell to me actually … I need to breath, and for sure I need peace . Anyway thank you mum for telling me that it isn’t my fault. I needed to hear that. Really. I miss you so much you know … I wish I could be with you now. More than anybody else.

My mom told me today that maybe I should just leave Japan and go home …
Maybe it is the right thing to do since everything seems to fall apart here.
Japan is far from paradise you know … It’s becoming hell to me actually … I need to breath, and for sure I need peace .

Anyway thank you mum for telling me that it isn’t my fault. I needed to hear that. Really. I miss you so much you know … I wish I could be with you now. More than anybody else.

It’s been 2 years today. Thank you for not even being able to keep your promise and having a nice dinner with me, it was just our birthday, after all, nothing that really matters. We had a reservation, but this too doesn’t matter right? What have I become? What has my life become? I feel just alone, lost and betrayed. Thank you for all of this.

It’s been 2 years today.

Thank you for not even being able to keep your promise and having a nice dinner with me, it was just our birthday, after all, nothing that really matters.
We had a reservation, but this too doesn’t matter right?

What have I become?
What has my life become?

I feel just alone, lost and betrayed.

Thank you for all of this.

Me and Jim Root (Slipknot / Stone Sour)
Very sweet man, was nice to meet him!
I’m going crazy here. This is beyond everything. Hate took love’s place. There is no trust anymore. Suspicion, lies. Mind are poisoned. As are hearts. There is no way back I think. We won’t be happy again anymore. Being together was a mistake, we can’t make it that’s obvious. I don’t even have strength enough to cry. My life is a ruin. I’m not worth anything. Nobody needs me. Would be the same if I was not here. Maybe I should disappear. Suddenly. Without a word. As the ghost I am.

I’m going crazy here.
This is beyond everything.
Hate took love’s place.
There is no trust anymore.
Suspicion, lies.
Mind are poisoned.
As are hearts.
There is no way back I think.
We won’t be happy again anymore.
Being together was a mistake, we can’t make it that’s obvious.
I don’t even have strength enough to cry.
My life is a ruin.
I’m not worth anything.
Nobody needs me.
Would be the same if I was not here.
Maybe I should disappear.
Suddenly.
Without a word.
As the ghost I am.

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fuckyeahtattoos:

My seventh tattoo. Made by Lausbub Tattoo in Heilbronn, Germany. It means: ‘Auch nach schlechten Zeiten blühst du irgendwann wieder auf’ 
senshiaphrodisia:

neptune and uranus commisson by ~winetta
The artistry and imagination in this picture is stunning <3 It gives me tons of inspiration, and it’s so beautiful to look at.