mai 2013
8 billets
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My mom told me today that maybe I should just leave Japan and go home …
Maybe it is the right thing to do since everything seems to fall apart here.
Japan is far from paradise you know … It’s becoming hell to me actually … I need to breath, and for sure I need peace .
Anyway thank you mum for telling me that it isn’t my fault. I needed to hear that. Really. I...
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It's been 2 years today.
Thank you for not even being able to keep your promise and having a nice dinner with me, it was just our birthday, after all, nothing that really matters.
We had a reservation, but this too doesn’t matter right?
What have I become?
What has my life become?
I feel just alone, lost and betrayed.
Thank you for all of this.
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I’m going crazy here.
This is beyond everything.
Hate took love’s place.
There is no trust anymore.
Suspicion, lies.
Mind are poisoned.
As are hearts.
There is no way back I think.
We won’t be happy again anymore.
Being together was a mistake, we can’t make it that’s obvious.
I don’t even have strength enough to cry.
My life is a ruin.
I’m not...
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avril 2013
94 billets
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今日は一人ぼっちな感じで、
さみしい。
明日、スポーツクラブ行けたらいいね。運動すると悩みをちょっと忘れるって気がするね。
some-faith:
Tupac - Changes
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The song I’m listening all day
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Today for the 1st time of my life I went to the sports club near my work.
To me just going there was a victory. Because I’m finally able to stand and move for what I want.
I forgot my too many complex and worked out 2 hours.
I’ve never done any sports in my life until now so it was kind of hard, but you know now I feel tired, I feel pain also, but I’m also full with hope....
好きな人が泣くと
「うるさいよ。静かにしろう」
っていう人なんかいないでしょ？
酷いでしょ？
それとも、私が泣いてる奴だから、
私が悪い？
もう意味が分からない。
愛なんてこんなことか？
そうなら要らないよ。
帰りたいよ、自分の居場所に。
抱きしめて欲しい、
安心させて欲しい、
甘えて欲しい、
仲良くして欲しい、
優しくされて欲しい、
愛されて欲しい。
